Escapism

I've been busy...

It is right and wrong...

I've had sex since I last wrote... Strange and ill-fated.

If I'm going to search the planet I must find another way, love.

I'm not going to stop looking but I fear that I'm going to run into dead ends.

Although I managed communication with the star of a tv show about psychics. She questioned cozy and The Cozy Apartment is where I was, but I honestly think she was more entertained by the door I drew before creating a storm.

Personally, I'm in the apartment I've rented for the year in my hometown. Sometimes I flip the mattress up to use VR... I bought it in January, but I've been teasing my ex by buying her plushies and vibrators ever since December.

To be honest I still hate it here.

Sometimes my friend from long distance replies to me and reminds me that some part of my life is leaving home, and I think that she might be the one to hold me down... It may be too much for her though.... and today I think she discovered the fire human emoji; I swear to God.

Does life have a purpose?

If I find you, will you be able to prove it does?

I'm so fucking conflicted...