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My lover.. a lot of time has passed and I am but an alien. I'm hurting the girl. I'm hurting the girls. I'm hurting me by thinking like...

Rains
May 27, 20251 min read
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Unending and all's fault
Every fiber of my being is pulling me one way. It's a union without a union jack. Was it you? Cuz I'm still living within our madness. To...

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Mar 28, 20251 min read
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I'm going to
Remediate medians mediums meden meal meetin meat litering literally leak leaked leader lint linked leadership leap keet kilo king krampic...

Rains
Jan 6, 20251 min read
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The Health
My penis.... My penis has developed a mysterious illness. Currently it is diagnosed as syphilis only, a disease once known to hide behind...

Rains
Sep 13, 20241 min read
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Times Change
Love, I've gotten engaged to a woman from my past. Me and the previous girl have split and I've left no conscionable way for her to...

Rains
Jun 18, 20241 min read
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March marches
My girlfriend is passed out drunk. She drank heavy for her birthday... At one point she stopped to chat up a strange dude.... It's cute...

Rains
Mar 3, 20241 min read
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About disease
I found out the girl I'm with has an incurable disease. She just had an outbreak and we're still fucking... I am not showing symptoms but...

Rains
Feb 24, 20241 min read
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Change of plans
I am opening the gates. Adding people to Facebook and talking to strangers. May I find you. I will still love you. They have been cheating.

Rains
Feb 6, 20241 min read
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She doesn't want me
She's avoiding me after a psychotic episode. We spent the day eating lasagna and watching Mr and Mrs Smith before she was hit by a car. I...

Rains
Feb 4, 20241 min read
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Romantic abuse
Lover, it became abuse from every angle. The girl no longer wants me around because they induced a psychotic episode. The day consisted...

Rains
Jan 30, 20241 min read
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We don't get to
We split. Me and the girl (Angel). She's been saying that she needs a break, but she's forcing me to change. I always got this feeling...

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Jan 25, 20241 min read
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God first
It is a pain to smile. Rapeme lives true. Relationships I know the route of and never wanted. Friends who see me free fall and die. Fake...

Rains
Jan 23, 20241 min read
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In Pains.
This all seems so pointless. The whole time she's chasing after other people while leaving psychological cues. Am I supposed to be hurt...

Rains
Jan 13, 20241 min read
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Time to Sleep
She's got friends to protect her now. Sometimes she's dodging me. Textbook solution for narcissistic abuse. We're not going to belong....

Rains
Jan 8, 20241 min read
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With Coldness
I start therapy and medications Monday. With the girl, I keep fucking up and she hasn't abandoned me yet. I'm more depressed than ever...

Rains
Jan 5, 20241 min read
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Still in the Winter
Me and Angel couldn't work out. We never made it to 2024. I'm the problem. I couldn't let her go enough for her to be free, so she never...

Rains
Dec 30, 20232 min read
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Winters of Sin City
I've given people a chance, love. The town presented family, friends, women, men, and good times, but each one left me feeling...

Rains
Dec 16, 20232 min read
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Temperature
The scale has hit 183 I still think of you every day, and it shows in the mirror. The plan to find you has developed, and I know the...

Rains
May 11, 20231 min read
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The precepts of inferno
I'm no longer 20 something, and for the life of me all I can think of is "The Inferno". Every circle of Hell and with it every move makes...

Rains
Mar 13, 20231 min read
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In the words of Michael Lee
I love you.... Please don't forget what I mean. Please stop me

Rains
Jan 25, 20231 min read
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