God first

It is a pain to smile. Rapeme lives true. Relationships I know the route of and never wanted. Friends who see me free fall and die. Fake smiles and faker antics until the end.

"Don't let them say you ain't beautiful.

Ooh

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you"

Starting to lose my sense of humor

Ever after brings tension to the room and

I can sense the mood as it shifts to piss and doom

I'm not the type of guy to dodge the inevitable. God's first. Good luck with your recovery.

We're all onto the next.

"When you give someone everything it is always too much and not enough."